Sorry for the late upload, I’m dealing with some big personal things right now and keeping up with art is difficult (but not impossible).
This drawing has a lot of hidden meanings and messages mainly for people who know me but also general ones about how people are treated in society. I will not explain a lot but sometimes I feel I am just a face and those around me cannot see past a fake smile. They assume everything is fine just because I try really hard to pretend I have my shit together. Sometimes I feel like I ended up in the wrong place in life. Sometimes being ‘fine’ is like a distant but much coveted dream for me. Rant over.
Hope you like it, it was inspired by Melanie Martinez’ looks.
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Art (c) me
Copic markers, pencils, white gel pen
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